Hey hello ,
Will you too shed a tear for me ?
is everyone gone ?
I'm not rhyming , on this verge on dying ,
Oh lately , I've been realising , I'm not loved the way I love ,
It hurts , all I ever wanted was love ,
Why am I like this ?
Will you hate me too ? or do you ?
Don't be good to me ,
I will start expecting ,
I will start loving ,
I will prioritise you ,
Don't understand me ,
Don't love me ,
Don't .. don't ..
I will want more , and more and more ..
Oh lately at night , my thoughts again collided ,
I hurted myself again , again ..cried ,
But no-one's here this time ,
Why am I wanting to talk ,
while you're just busy in your stuff ,
Are you blind ? Or am I wrong ? Or I'm distrubing?
Who's here with me ?
Why am I sitting alone ?
Stop it ,
Stop it ,
I want someone to talk ,
I want someone to share ,
Someone .. someone ? hello ?
This time my shaking hands are handled by me , I want to die ,
It's true , I want attention ,
but is it wrong ?
To get love and affection .. what do I have to do ?
I'm doing my best to get love ,
but .. failing everytime ,
hello ? hello ? anyone ? Anyone !?
FOR GRANTED , since childhood ,
I wish I'll be happy , I wish I could ,

*Oh I see ,
I'm here , alone ... all alone .
Stop it , stop it ..
it hurts ,
If you could hear my voice right now ,
would you cry ?
Will you understand the pain in my voice ?
Sorry , I'm alone ,
Wanting attention everytime ,
To be honest , I wanted to feel loved , one time ,
I'm built to be hated ,
I'm a big attention seeker ,
It's true , I hate me too .
Hey hello , will my efforts be a waste ?
I will be left beind crying again ?
Even words can't tell what i feel ,
words can't tell what I feel ,
words can never tell what I feel ,
How will I convey what I feel
How will I survive till we get old ?
"Old was gold" , but this new is diamond,
But will the diamond leave me ?
Cut me like glass ?

Oh I wish I could find words to explain me ,
hello hello , Anyone ?
no-one ?
When I'll be gone ..
Will you love me ?
Will you .. leave me ?
or .. you've always hated me ?
I'm tired of waiting , for affection ,
Again craving for love ,
I'm the true definition of imperfection.

I wonder , Will you too ever shed a tear for me ?

© _moonlight