Internal death 2
Life for me isn't life.
Everyday I wake up with zero distinctivety
to a dieing person,
wondering when my brain will ever resemble
everybody else's and decipher the world
that encompasses me as beautiful!
I motionlessly sit in the dark
as I helplessly feel my very own thoughts
suck the life out of me.
My heart aches as I watch my already few friends, left with no other option depart for they too wouldn't like to be part of the fire
when my clock finally stops and he's come for my soul.
But for now since this cruel world offers
no other option to me but watching,
I only stare on as I hopelessly try to stop me from draining the always lessening life of me!
© Joseph
Everyday I wake up with zero distinctivety
to a dieing person,
wondering when my brain will ever resemble
everybody else's and decipher the world
that encompasses me as beautiful!
I motionlessly sit in the dark
as I helplessly feel my very own thoughts
suck the life out of me.
My heart aches as I watch my already few friends, left with no other option depart for they too wouldn't like to be part of the fire
when my clock finally stops and he's come for my soul.
But for now since this cruel world offers
no other option to me but watching,
I only stare on as I hopelessly try to stop me from draining the always lessening life of me!
© Joseph