i love you.

that's what you told me and
you didn't know how cold
my hands were until you held them,
you smiled because you knew
i felt the same way.

i had my doubts that
you will leave eventually,
just like the rest.

i was right.
you fed me with those flowery words,
making me believe that
it's to keep me alive when
it was to choke me with deceit.