The past eight year I found out where I stand spent so much time alone I finally know who I am
I'm just a women that named your kids
and that punching bag you hit when the drugs alcohol took you away your family friends and my only aquantences never had but a few good friend that said no I am your wifes true friend
and didn't sleep with you and feed your head like the most of them did in the end
I'm stronger now but broken and scared
because I know now they were really never friends I will never be the one for you I never that girl not ever from the beginning to the end I'm not a drug addict acoholic or like those so called friends I had that just wanted you to be their husband and their their kids father not even a dad but I know I will be the one you wanted til the end you always want my fat unlgy drug addict drunk whores I thought were friends
so I gave them to you so I could learn from time to time I am free if your hitting on me and your cheating with every whore gave you dope and beer for her to have sex with her and that you a are a dope whore ...