It hurts so bad,
U told me heartless....
It hurts extremely...
U doubt my tears!
U said I never cried for anyone...
But nobody knew...
I was sensitive enough
To cry while hugging my pillow
so nobody notices...
I dry my tears act normal...
even when my heart clenches..
It hurts too bad,
u said I never care😭😭
Maybe I never care...
but deep down I know,
My body acts naturally when it come to u...
I remember the day,
My head on the wall....home alone...
Suicidal thoughts....Negativity surrounded me....
I was in verge of Killing myself...
When I heard u were sick...TOO SICK...
It shattered my heart,
when u said I am a person of
Just Attitude...
I forgave Ur Every mistake for nothing...
Cause I knew, I have nobody
I tried my hardest to make u smile...