Im watching you from afar but I want you to know

That if you said the words, I would follow you everywhere you go.

I know that wasn't what we planned, you told me not to fall.

I couldnt stop it though and now you never call

What can I change if I dunno what is wrong with me.

I can only hope that maybe one day soon you'll see

That I would only love you and respect you faithfully,

I am never going to change who i am or my loyalty.

I'm greatful to have gained a friend Even if this is the end.

I can't say it won't hurt my pride and my self esteem

Regardless know within your heart everything I claimed to be is what I really mean.

Heidi Shavill

2018