I have been learning a lot these days, things I wish I learnt a bit earlier than this, I am a beautiful young woman and it was quite obvious to everyone, well I let that get into my head, don't judge me people made me like that. I have always been complimented about how beautiful I looked, anywhere I go I hear words about how black and long my hair was and how blue my eyes were, well I have always felt great about myself.
To cut all this long story short, I developed a syndrome called "spotlight syndrome", I am sure you have never heard anything about this before now let me explain, this Syndrome is when you think the whole world revolves around you and how you matter most more than anything or anyone,well I always thought all the guys around wanted me, I was always telling my friends about how unsafe I was and...