Thu,May 13

Happy crawling

Am I supposed to let things go
Or am I supposed to let it hurt
Tears cascading my cheeks
But I got to be better
I know it's bitter
But crawling makes a difference
Though chains hurt

Am I supposed to laugh
Or am I supposed to cry
When things were working well
I thought they were fake
Now I seem to be in a fake world
Which I crawl happily

The going seems impossible
The paths looks bushy
The ground seems thorny
And my legs hurt
Am bleeding
Am hurting
I need to keep on crawling

What do I do when am down
What do I say when am chained
What do I think when am lost
What do I see when am in the darkness
And what I can only do is be happy
For the fake sake
Since I can't laugh
Or smile


I know am crawling
Buy I wanna walk
Crawling happily is never better
Walking while limbing is more crazy
But a good decision
I wanna crawl
But I wanna limb
And one day walk
Then sooner walk
But train to run
And finally fly
Yeah I'll do that right

@ Jael's bleeding pen 🖋️
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