I must be damaged
Because I don‘t know how to feel
How to show emotion
And being able to say that it‘s real

Of course I can
But sometimes it feels so damn fake
Like I‘m playing a role
That wasn‘t created for the show's sake

It just feels so heavy
Like crushing and pulling at the same time
Being buried by a weight
While knowing for a fact that the fault is all mine

Yet I try to smile
To hold myself together in silent despair
Broken but useful somehow
While I keep wondering why I’m still pretending to care…

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