Here we go again.
I face giants I can't beat,
odds not in my favour,
I can't dodge their blow,
They hit me, and I think. ...
'that's it!it's over for me
Dear God. ...did you not say you would never let me go?!
it's too late now, and It's impossible to save me!
yeah. ..I get it. ..
I know...
dear God you are almighty
I am nobody.
You don't need me.
shouldn't have hoped!
shouldn't have thought i stood a chance. ..
or that my dreams mattered!
so this is it. ...it's over for me!
nice meeting you, God.
all my bitterness aside, you're awesome'

then I close my eyes in defeat.
Aha. this is it.

then i open my eyes
blink twice.
no giants?
and those odds that terrified me?
gone.
aha.
I am still alive?
for real ?
okay. ..
'Hey God.
that was ....close. again.
a very close call.
and it was another legendary save.
bravo.
I can't tell how many more times it can happen,
and my frequent encounter with
dead ends that u bring alive
doesn't assure me u'll save me again. ....
nope.
I really can't guess what you will do. ...
it drives me crazy.
but thanks. ...
for yet another legendary save.

© KWT