.....I was getting confused ,but my mind is getting clear now,
I think i wasn't overthinking and rather doing good analysis with my mind , oh wow,
A new discovery found out by my mind and thoughts,
I just recently thought about how I need something, but in a different type,
It's like having someone you want to love who's cute , fluffy and wants attention,
I mean didn't I get a boyfriend only because I was in need of someone's love and attention,
The need I have can also be fulfilled by any pet,
Don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend,
But sometimes I wonder if only, dealing with a pet cat or dog,
would be much simpler and fun in terms of love,
Dear pet will be with me all the time ,
Listening and not ignoring me like others,
The only friend that i now think won't be toxic,
But rather a pet that will be relaxing to be with,
Lucky are those people who already have a cute little loyal pet ,
I sometimes get jealous or envy them ,
But now at least I realised the type of need I need now,
Not the one I read in books or any novels but someone who will actually love me now,
That type of need is what I need now ....


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