Lying on my bed,
wondering if my choices were right,
what if it were sooner ?

They say it gets better
but why doesn't it seem so
Things get better or worse
At this point
I want neither
To worse?
definitely don't want
Better ?
don't care either

Things are tightening up
and myself getting weaker
duties left undone
and failure lagging behind
threatening to catch up
if I don't speed up
but my fuel is running low

I fear am almost at the end
and my journey may be cut short
at any moment now
with the low fuel left
hopping I get a refill
before it's too late

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