I'm standing on the ledge
My eyes closed,
Blindfolded-
So that I could not oppose

The backwards fall
A flight of doom,
Search for the truth
My eyes sweep the room.

For a solace,
A glass of water
in desert fumes
And in winter, covers.

I'm floating now,
air or water whichever it is.
My hands can't steer me
anywhere through this.

The flow carries me away,
it's not a deep dive.
To lose the power to control,
Is that a sacrifice?

I can take this no more,
I have decided to let go.
I can't see the future today
so I say, river take me where you go.

#life #dive #faith