I'm done with crying,
I'm done with hurting
im done with faking and pretending
I can't help I feel deserted,
I'm trying my best not to leave my kids with this hurt nd everyone else with regret,I'm done with pretending I got this but reality is nothing is fuckiin working,I'm back tracking I'm in stand still; trying to push forward, Its like I'm climbing a steep hill, won't show how I feel, surface needs to be a strong if anyone was to know they would only "care" until I'm gone, cos my problems go with me and I go alone,I am not over thinking or being paranoid i am in touch with my intuition side, I sence that shit when u tryna start a fight, u tryna find a way to leave u ain't tryna miss the little shit, you tryna have memories with some other bitch?,my minds on a flip, letting it go tonight, u have become someone I don't know , look familiar but eveything you representing to be, is a mask,your just pretending hope they dont see, don't think thatch don't see , your manipulative and cunning you'll do anything to get a head without having to do a thing, don't think u got any hold of me, maybe everything does happen for a reason maybe that's why I also got ppl hitting me up (all up in those DM's)
your a fool thinking u could play me, your a fool for thinking you cheated on me one day you will see you only cheated your self out of true love, destiny predicted I'll sit back enjoy my life,no longer want you by my side,not gunna cry about you every fuckiin night, cos intuition told me fight or flight I hit the streets the moment you turned your back on me , that made u moody and gave you a reason to leave u don't like when I pull a you on you,so why do you do it to me , why u think I'd like to feel like I'm nothing and less then less of a priority, why would I be eager to be with that on the daily nightly hourly and why would I not do what I have to do,just to have that treatment. it's like not working to be your door mat for the day fuck that shit it's Cray Cray, Your Cray Cray, I thought i was Cray Cray, but now I know I am for sure. I can't explain i, and I'll try hard to hide it but failure as I am I'll most likely display it. enjoy my misery.ill enjoy your company, at the end of the night I gotta sleep soundly nightly with myself, I gotta be content with the person I am and the shit I did, I couldn't sleep if I constantly did this Cray Cray shit tto you, might explain why u always awake nd some nights I can't get to sleep, thats my karma for pulling doing to you what you do to me
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