{Revealing the Room}



~waiting~


I sit in a dark and silent room. There I wait. I wait for you. I wait to hear you say I love you. I wait to hear you say you will be forever mine.

I sit in a dark and silent room. There I wait. I wait for you to come for me. I wait for you to save me.

But as I wait, you never come. I sit in a dark and silent room. There I wait. I wait for the waiting to be over.

Will you ever say I love you? Will you ever be the one to save me? I will wait forever.

The darkness shall become my friend. The silence shall comfort me. I will wait and the room will remain.





~the room that remained~



I sit in a dark and silent room. You know the one, the one that is easier to reveal as a room than an empty abyss. The walls that became my friend, freeing my demons and defying desperate pleas for a strong arm to save me.

The dear demons didn’t save me but, suffocated me, scratching at my skin, shredding my soul, and snuffing out the spark. They let the abyss swallow me, take me, and show me- trick me into believing you, beast, do not love me.

I have waited, withered, and without a doubt, drown in the darkness that the dear demon’s deceit created for me. I sit in the depths of darkness and silently scream, swallowed by the abyss.

The “room” that locked the lost girl away and released revenge, returning what’s left into me. The girl misery made into a monster. Only a monster can destroy a monster. A monster made in moments like these, in the room that remained.



~inside the room~



Don’t dare look inside, you wouldn’t understand. The twisted madness and dark demons would tell you all my secrets, the ones I hide behind my black eyes and false smile.

It is safer for your soul to run away, than look inside. I will not be your cure, I will be the poison that kills you slowly. I will destroy you as I once was destroyed.

See, there is nothing left on the inside, nothing pure or good. Only the pieces of sweet nothings that became lies that took my innocence and created what you look at now.

I am the monster born from a broken heart and torn soul. I am the ugly truth, what is left over and behind of a beautiful lost girl.





~depths of the dark room~



The room is where I hide the depths of my pain. This dark and silent room has been all I’ve ever known. The...