Dear soul, why did you pick this life? Why did you choose the parents that you did? A mother and father who really didn't want you, punished you physically with pain and allowed others to do the same? Even worse while they looked the other way, not wanting that responsibility either.
Why did you pick siblings that also delivered you physical and mental pain? Siblings that caused even worse damage sneaking in behind secreted closed doors and in the dark of night? Siblings who looked the other way?
Dear soul, why, why did you choose to grow up without a mentor? Without someone to look up to? Without someone to guide you? Why did you choose to...