Burnt.
Burnt Out.

Worked late nights front line saving lives majority of the events.

Carrying you own water
your own weight,
holding your own hand;
trusting not only in the biblical theologies.

Bought with me e'verday the spirit a supernatural seek the Kingdom of God.
Bought it's teachings as it had not been of a sudden season , reach since as we are babes!

Burnt .
Burnt Out.

Sought for just one day , that one day staff release me from double shift ; had not come.

It's day had been nair , neglected it's still .

Fatigue
Loss of appetite.
Irritated

Can not beat myself up behind trust no one.
You love me .
He's feeling me.
I'm into him.
We adore each other.
It's worth it.
We loved it.
And share it.
He lost it.
I beared it.

Throughout it's creation had been on and off as a casting call invite Directors and Film makers , crew directors . Lights camera . You loved it. Work it . Feel it. It,'s Your's . Work it ! Love it . Yass!

Moments !
Burnt Out !

Had taken ten years away from my profession.

I can not plant my feet
Stand forward seeing a reflection
An upset
battle knowing it is not you.

No longer .
Me.

There's ever been a Me.

I created myself ; if the government and the protestors.
Had only not stole my identity .
Feed his children
Lives and breathe in luxury.

And still refuses too ignore .

The water settle
a shift slowly pushes upwards
woosh
rocking , pushing through the rocks
wetting the front clay of it's solid
depths.

Ugh !
Our names will not change .

As the water pushes creating it's foam crust push to connect
I do not want him .
Fine painting . Splashier drops.
You are not understanding .

Sexual Harassment .
Defamation of character.
Misrepresentation.
Slander.
Libel .

Deliberately , false Publicity

'Fornication'
Prostitute
The Best Dicker sucker

Those words , circumstantial true , rehearse words .
At this point I don't want you leaving your place of comfort .
There's no need to protest your emotions through a riot , a loot , property vandalism , swearing , cursing .

You stand tall.
Walk with grace.

What carries me through my everyday , these scripture I reads for a healthier walk with Christ Jesus ben schirt , as the people called to the Lord witnessing to all sides of the city. John 14 :1 In the beginning , the word was with GOD and through everything the word was with GOD e'ery day every ,every sweat , every pushes.

No longer a Actor , I had terminated my contract.


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