I don't know why or how
But I must still care
If I'm listening to this song
If I'm thinking about you
almost three years later...
Right here and now
I still have debts to pay
Not the financial kind
But the karmic kind...
I know the way we fell
Wasn't perfect or ideal
It wasn't the perfect time
We weren't perfect people
But we fell...and it was
beautiful...euphoric and intense
Like a sky dive...
I never dared to believe
that we would end
I couldn't fathom it...
It was never an option
in my mind...let alone on it
I was scared to lose you
every bit of every day...
Terrfied just as much as
I was in love with you
It's over and I still have no clue as
to why it had to happen like that...
Why life had to be so cruel...
My wishes are few...
My wish is one alone...
That I get one last chance
To set things straight
To make things right with you

© Juno James