Wanted it to end soon, but it went longer,
The pain was immense in the beginning and then became enormously stronger.

It's all me and my predators in the room with tears welling in my eyes,
Thinking of breaking all my ties.

Not once or twice, it happens every night,
And it started with 'What a beautiful sight!'

Nightmare is no longer a surprise,
Cause it also happened in the room going, 'All rise'.

Physical pain seems like a comfort,
A cut, a prick and nausea doesn't matter so enjoying pain is where I am an expert.

Gonna take my time, it can be slow,
But these feelings building up inside are ready to blow.

From 'I want to know what was my mistake?'
To falling quiet in the moonlight in this strenuous blue Lake.

From why did it have to happen to me?
Then see him walk away in glee.

These feelings and emotions and me are going down,
This cold body no longer has a painful and sad frown.

Couldn't take it longer because the pain became a lot,
It's easy for them cause 'she was asking for it' is how they sought.

It's you! Because of you! Can't be possibly told,
Cause what could go wrong by a 3 year old.


© Bhoomish
@BlissBeyoutiful