Here I am, trapped in my head,
Waiting for a place to call mine.
Here I am, stuck without a path ahead,
Waiting for that ray of sunshine.

A disgrace, that's what I am,
Someone who doesn't belong.
A disgrace, that's living a sham,
Suffocating in society's embrace.

Here I am, moving on ahead,
Convincing myself that I'm fine,
No idea who I am, not right in the head,
Still, I dream of sunshine.


© Syah