the midst of all the changes of the seasons night and day there is death and decay.
day in day out brings a new cycle of life and death. those who live and have death touch there lives in some way shape or form.
are never the same for death brings pain,panic,agony,loss,and a feeling of empty hopelessness. life brings joy,heart ach ,pain, trials and errors we can learn from or suffer from if we cannot forgive our selves for the mistakes we have made be it past or present or even fear of the future.

with in all of this is millions of many subjects life and death the duality of existence. the taker and the giver.

we pay a price to live and to pass on with in the lines of it all.
I've faced loss of a loved one and the terrifying thoughts that led to a near death experience nearly brought by my own hand and how the love of a family member can save you or the needs of a family member and there words can condem you just as fast.
no one gets a fair run but it's how we fight and how we see things and how we go about fighting, to be the best we can despite our personal agony.

to me the bravest thing is putting on a smile even when your in the most pain just to make someone else smile ...or fighting to love someone and show them affections despite ones...