I feel less empty
Yet somehow it feels kind of wrong
Like I left something behind
And forgot it ever existed while moving on

And it’s watching me
Yet it doesn’t really dare to come close
Like there’s a wall between us
And it wouldn’t want to be the one to impose

I’m quietly waiting
Searching for something I should say
But I’m left speechless
And decided that it’s easier to walk away

So I’ve been letting go
Yet it feels like I wasn’t truly willing to
Like I’m losing myself
By doing something I knew that I needed to do

And it feels so strange
Like breathing freely yet holding my breath
And it’s so overwhelming
To be alive, while mourning a bad feeling’s death…

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