right now, it feels hopeless
it is hard to keep my focus
my bedtime is nine-o-clock
but sleeping now's my only thought
I've been angry all day long
despite knowing that it is wrong
disappointment's what i feel
honeslty, what's my deal?
can't seem to get one damn thing right
self-love is simply not in sight
I'm not alright i want to fight
but I'll be fine in the due time
just want to cut or smoke or sceam
but i can't I'm going clean
living feels like dying slowly
and through it all I'm pretty lonely
but this life is what i have
and that shouldn't make me sad
so many have so much less
i guess that's proof I'm just depressed
right now i just feel so hopeless
so my brain will run around
tomorrow i will find my focus
and only then will i rebound