A gratifying morning
The ambience embraces the aura of anticipation
I 'm expecting you at the poolside table
To curb my anxiety
I masquerade to be serene
This is the day that is most anticipated
Enclosed in calmness, my wait continues
I 'm hearing your footsteps approaching me
You sit right beside me
Your legs crossed, shoulder straight and chin up
You say, clearing your throat,
‘Without you, I am incomplete'
My entire body got the heebie-jeebies
My heart skips a beat
I 'm apprehensive.
Toggle between feelings of happiness and guilt
The guilt of infidelity
Dilemma between embracing and denying
‘No' says the subconscious
‘Yes’ says the conscious
Is this how extra marital affair can occur?

© thash