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How would you feel?
what do you feel when you were separated from your family?
when they become sick, or become hurt, or even when they die!
how would you feel?
knowing that they struggle each day, physically, emotionally, financially?
how would you feel?
not being able to help them,to be helpless in being able to provide any support for them,
knowing that their lives would be a little easier if only you could help them?
how would you feel?
leaving them to Bear it all,
and then to have to be the same emotional and financial burden to them,
even though you are fully capable and grown to do so?
and how would you feel?
knowing that all these things are due not to what you have done,
but what someone feels you might do, one day, someday, in the future!
I'll tell you what I feel!
hopeless
angry
dissident
melancholic
fearful
crushed
deprived
hurt
wounded
sorrowful
empty
frustrated
disconcerted
inhuman
worthless
demeaned
lost
without any chance
abandoned!
but the most that I feel
the most is that I am unloved and unwanted in this world
and maybe that is what I am!
© John David wilmot