"You know! I used to take care of everyone. My Family, Friends, Classmates, Teachers, even Strangers too but eventually, I started thinking 'It's Not My Responsibility to take care of them or to make them feel good'. So, I started ignoring them and started behaving weird."
I said and looked at the Sky.

"When I was in my 'Don't Care' era, I realized it was the worst feeling ever. I used to sleep late at night as I was not able to sleep."
I sighed.

"One day, I was lying on my bed that's a thought came to my mind that 'If I don't care about anyone or anything, why would they care about me then? If I don't have the responsibility of taking care of them, then they also don't have to look after me or make me feel happy or safe."
I chuckled bitterly.

"I was a dumb. I was really a stupid person who thinks everyone will love me or respect me even If I don't give them attention. How is it possible? It's not the way that this world works. Here you've to put your hundred percent and then you'll get something back."
I wiped out my tears harshly.

"It's a rule of this world. Give first then take. How can I forget???"
I bit my lips and looked up at the sky again.
The sky was covered with clouds. There were no Moon and Stars.


© ~I.B