Dallas,

I finally learnt how to swim but I hate it

Not all of it but the part of holding my breath

I fear that I will suffocate

It makes me feel powerless and out of control 

You know how much I hate that.


I met someone...but it doesnt matter

He will never be mine.


Its 3am.

My heart is heavy and I cant sleep

Its probably what I deserve for its during such times that I think about you

Then read through our old chats and sometimes I start typing but fail to send.


Last we spoke you had decided to buy your girlfriend a ring,that was a cruel thing to do

Am glad you didnt go through with it

It was unfair to both of you.


It hurts me to stay away but I will

My heart doesnt break the way yours does

Knowing you have all this love to give but itsnt enough to thaw my frozen heart.



© Lil Miss Thunderstorm