Are you proud of me now?
I mean,
You were right
I went blind even when everything was in hindsight
I failed school like you said I would
I became a nobody
I tried committing suicide like you said I should
I became a nobody like you said I would
Are you proud of me now?
I’ve accomplished nothing in life
Only thing I’ve learned was how to take a knife
And deliver cut after cut
Along with tear after tear
One time I even came near
Death
But you didn’t care
You thought it was a dare
I was going on and on for attention
But I took the pill bottle and ended your tension
But they bought me back to life
My best friend has always been my knife
I’ve failed at everything
Being a somebody
My goals
Making you happy
I’ve failed just like you said I would
And you still aren’t proud of me

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