I think I am going to end up alone.
Hear me out and see why I made this notion known.
For a very long time, I've been preparing for love,
And I still find it unfair that a lovely friend of mine cries her self to sleep (because the guy she is currently dating is toying with her emotions and doesn't even see that he is hurting her).
I know you might be suggesting she should leave the relationship (I'd agree with you cos it doesn't make sense to me) but then it's easier said than done.
I maybe single but it doesn't mean I am unstable.
I share her sadness because the fear of the unclear future seeps through her veins.
I speak nevertheless 'that someday she'd find someone who holds her heart as their biggest success'.

But then you know the feeling of being wanted but not loved, the feeling of being noticed but not seen.. that's what I have felt so far.
Sharing y'all wild heart breaks escapades,
Leaves nothing but absolute fear and PTSD
Because I keep asking my self this particular question
'How on earth did we get here?'
Sincerely if I were to love and be loved in return
Trust me even the scorching sun will definitely be jealous of the light my heart will burn.
Now you see why I might end up alone, because it comes at a peaceful cost.

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