I have always been everything to everyone and nothing to myself, I give and keep on giving and there's nothing left to give myself, I tend to stretch myself so far that it's hard to pull myself back together for when I need my own energy. pure stupidity I like to call it at times, I think about it a lot, the way I am attentive for everyone else except myself, the way I treat everyone else but hurt myself trying to be everything for everyone. No one cares enough to make sure I am good, they can have their phones in their hands all day but remembering to check up on me the way I would check up on them never tends to cross their minds. I am to be blamed for caring about others more than I care about my own physical health, I use so much of my mental health trying to collect and bottled up everyone else's problems knowing they'll never care to ease any of my pain when I need it the most. This comes to show I am my biggest enemy, I treat myself so unkind, plays with my mental health trying to make sure everyone's right. self respect, self love and making myself happy should come before anything or anyone else. being selfish with yourself isn't such a bad thing but putting yourself last is. Treat yourself the way you want others to treat you, give yourself the attention, love, care, and loyalty you're so desperately searching for in the world, no one can love you more than you can love yourself. Be your first and biggest priority. Love yourself whole and complete.




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