#WritcoPoemPrompt2
In the end it was just me and my thoughts,
A painful trap, long after you were gone, I couldn't escape, no matter how long time went on.

I couldn't help myself, I became lost in an unknown world, of what why, and what if.

For the longest time, I blamed myself, bc I wasn't enough, I wanted to be your everything, your only, and number one.

I loved you, far more than you, nor than this world will ever know, I needed you, but you wanted better, and more.

I was in it for the long haul, forever, death till we part, through sickness and heath.

I was there right by your side, through your dark day's, when you couldn't see the light.

I did everything I could to make your dark grey day's bright. I was there too hold you, while you cried.

when everyone around you gave up on you, had enough of all your wrong doings, and lies, guess who the last one standing,

Me, surprise, surprise, sadly you never realized. what you did, and put me through, made me see just what cruel things another human can do.

I couldn't help it, I knew I deserved better, but it was as if you were a drug, I was addicted to loving you, without you life...