I am not dumb
just not smart enough

I am not ugly
just not pretty enough

I am not boring
just not interesting enough

I am not bad
just not good enough

I am not weak
just not strong enough

I am not shy
just not bold enough

it's not that I don't try
just not hard enough

I am not too much
I am not too less
but I am not enough

I believed I was a good person
but now I...