The fruits keep hanging lower and lower each year
But I have lost all interest in them
I can practically extend my palm and pluck them if I want to - but I can't taste anything anymore - so what use?

I can sit by the sea for hours - but not for pleasure,
because doing anything else is equally pointless
I can stare at skies with a hungry stomach
I can admire the moon while practically starving

I can indulge in the pains of the body and not admister any remedy
I can lose consciousness like this
I can lose days and month...