Everyone are always saying "Practice and soon, you might reach milestones ".
But they don't know,
how much I'm struggling,
how much I'm trying to be better,
but everytime something is stopping me.
I'm struggling to be better.
I'm trying, really trying!
No one ever have seen it,
no one have ever stopped me from telling my self, that I'm not good enough.
The only thing they say is "You are lazy and that's the reason you won't succeed"!
They don't know how much even the words mean to me!
They really don't think what saying them would do to me!
Don't they know what they are doing ? I guess they think it will make me better. But this isn't the reality!
They say "Practice and someday you might succeed"
But I'm trying, really trying!
Still nothing had changed from the beginning.
I'm still struggling, really struggling!
Could I ever be lucky enough to succeed, could I ever desserve it?
I guess we will see!

© ♡Seleste♡