Things just seem to be going from bad to worse I don't know how to get a hold of my own life anymore. I would just like to be happy and settled nothing sounds better than that my baby needs to be full of happiness I need to make sure that is happening.

So now this previous life with another has finally ran its course the cliche has once again prevailed and rang true
Time heals all wounds heartbroken and emotionally pummeled, life as it was scorched as if it were an act of God,
However, every dark cloud has a silver lining.
being able to completely restart,
from with only what little belongings I have remaining.
The happiness returns to me like a lost relative of who was close at one time.
As if we were best friends at an early age and suddenly torn away from one another.
(Maybe from a sudden long distance move)
Nevertheless, it's back, love ,and it's twisted sense of humor. Dark even...
Unforgiving in its nature, but it's as fresh as a juicy peach and it's ripe for the taking.
Mine if I want it.
No one in my way or to tell me otherwise.
The feeling is strong, replenishing, all though I'm scared and my senses are heightened with awareness a wall has been built brick by hefty brick in order to protect my emotions and feelings....