I just want to be a boy.
A passing boy,
One who's skinny, with a flat chest and fluffy hair,
A boy who, when you pass by, you'd never know is trans.
The ones you see and think to yourself, "I wish I was them"
Because I do wish I was them.
And it hurts because I'll never be them. I'll never be skinny, flat chested, with the fluffy hair I dream of.
No one is ever going to look at me and think I'm a boy,
And that hurts.
All I want is to be a guy, no one questioning otherwise,
But still to go by they/them most the time, only he when it comes to terms that don't really have a non-gender role to them, "Sir, Mr, Brother, Uncle, Dad."
And he/him works too,
I dont care what im called, but it fucking hurts to be called "she."
I want to just exist without looking like a girl all the time,
I want to be masc and fem,
I want a flat chest, with short hair, skinny, to be a guy that can also wear dresses and feel confident while doing so,
But I don't think I'm ever going to get that.

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