Tonight
Tonight,
The rain falls in my mind,
The scars run scarlet lines.
Weakness is a disease,
Pain the only way to be free.
Cracks open up in my mind,
Fear ripples through me,
At the things I find.
I see bugs in my vision,
Blood in my dreams.
When I break the glass in my eyes,
I remember that nothing is as it seems.
Blue eyes in the mirror,
Your figure grows ever dimmer.
When I break it in my hand,
I hope to find myself in the other land.
Brown eyes a window,
To my secret dark soul.
All worries flushed away,
Down a messy toilet bowl.
I see you,
I see you.
The light in your eyes,
As a phoenix fire dies.
You don't see,
You don't see.
All my life is a joke,
And...