I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...

My heart is shattered to be completely honest..... It hurts in the top of my stomach, I just want to ball up and cry uncontrollably

I know what I want, I know I can't have it.....

This pain is felt through my whole body, the brokenness is raw.

I know it will pass but it creeps in on days when I am weak.

To know someone else may feel the same yet doesn't let me in is...