You are so far away that I can no longer remember you, I open my eyes and I just forget every feature, every mark and the old smell of lilacs.

Today I wake up and I just inhale and exalt so that my purmons do not collapse and my soul slowly falls and falls and I forget you.

You are so far away that I can not hear you and I have fallen into a void, not even the whispers of your sweet voice nailed in my gut, fading light hits my window.

December 24 and I still don't feel anything, I'm not getting better, I'm not getting worse I'm just here in the center while I strongly miss you with despair.



The year is almost over, but fuck you are so far away, you are so far away, come back to me and hug me so hard that my heart explodes, explodes with joy and sweetness, hug me and never go so far again, stay here by my side.

You are so far away that I no longer feel you, you were a true love, unique, special warm, but now you are so far away, I do not know if I should continue loving, or if I just want to forget you, let you go, let you fade and forget that I ever missed you Today I'll let you go
© Julian Claudio-Morales