You are so far away that I can no longer remember you, I open my eyes and I just forget every feature, every mark and the old smell of lilacs.

Today I wake up and I just inhale and exalt so that my purmons do not collapse and my soul slowly falls and falls and I forget you.

You are so far away that I can not hear you and I have fallen into a void, not even the whispers of your sweet voice nailed in my gut, fading light hits my window.

December...