You see me, I smile. You know, I'm not broken.
You ignore the side of me, words left unspoken.
I'm fed up with trying to help you understand I'm heartbroken.
As the water builds behind the red door that I refuse to open.

Stop knocking, I'm trying to sleep, I'm drawn to darkness.
What is broken can't be mended, for I'm numb and heartless.
I swallowed more than I can take, dont worry you are faultless.

My...