What have I become? A sad, yet destructive creature. Have I been what I've hated most? No! I've been learning, but so scared of leaving them. Life is moving forward while I'm scared of moving backwards, but the sky shows me. The blue and white that are always so close, yet very far from each other. Is it her smile that became my anchor or it is the love I've regretted? It's not fear anymore that holds me, it's her. He says "forget her" while she says "find her". Why is my mind divided? Oh. But, it wasn't her or her love, it was me. I'm the one that holds me back, the ultimate decision maker. So, what do I want out of life? Very simple: A wife that is faithful, loving and sensitive. A daughter that I can love and cherish with all my heart. A stable environment for them. BUT WHAT IS IT? My goals, they are big. So, what are they? I want to become an astronaut. I want to help people in the way I believe. Is that it? Yes. It is. The path you seek will consume your time, and you know this. But, you need to for the life and love you desire. Yes, I know. A promise then, a promise to forever stay true to our values. A promise that will forever stay and never leave, a promise... 'Cause I promise. So, promise to forever stay by my side friend.
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