What have I become? A sad, yet destructive creature. Have I been what I've hated most? No! I've been learning, but so scared of leaving them. Life is moving forward while I'm scared of moving backwards, but the sky shows me. The blue and white that are always so close, yet very far from each other. Is it her smile that became my anchor or it is the love I've regretted? It's not fear anymore that holds me, it's her. He says "forget her" while she says "find her". Why is my mind divided? Oh. But, it...