I clocked 18
It was supposed to be exciting
Why am I on the floor regretting my existence
Why am I feeling like a failure
Comparison finally got the best of me
When it was rosy
I was unhappy
It isn't rosy anymore
I'm still unhappy
Loneliness finally became my best friend
Disappointment embraced me so hard
Karma left me a long time ago
You promised to use me to make them pay but you left
How are they so happy and I'm here regretting my existence
They ruined me and yet they got the last laugh
Lost myself to the very end
Being 18 was supposed to be exciting
A life I didn't ask for
© ~lisa xoxo