Sweet, tender, and gentle lies
beneath the dark foggy skies
a breeze of a whisper glistens in my ear
chanting thoughts to hold back the storm the storm that's near
as the heart slowly starts to die
the soul screaming and questioning why
did I not love you enough
or its my pain you cant get enough of
you made me laugh you made me cry
and at times you make me wanna die
you lied to me and said i didnt have to worry
but here's the results of your lying ass story
you watch life drain from my breath you steal
but yet what I have you dont feel
one would let go and walk away
but they dont know the pain I hide away
a soul that yearns for your attention
you turn your cheek and act like it was never mentioned
a pain that grows within me you cant get enough of
so I look up and hate love
only if I knew how to say good bye
only if my mind didnt question why
these things I say they are true
this hate is because of you
if love was possible I would of been loved times three
but that just dont seem to happen for me
you proven my theory right
not a.a.chance love will ever again be in sight
love is not sweet nor is it kind
it judges and leaves you blind
love comes easy to some
but for me it seems to be none
you've hurt me once you hurt me twice and you'll do it again
bu ttb this time is different this time its the end
my body is not your slave to do with as you please
my heart and soul isnt yours to have me plea please
so watch me as I blossom in to who I used to be
pay close mind to who is by me
a gift you had before you shut that door
now its it's your turn to question what for
I'm hell in your eyes
I know it by your lies
while you shower her in heaven and all
remember shes the one who caused you to fall
being alone is something you fear
so you keep me around and near
by that you know my pain you are fully aware
but yet you still sit there and say you care
questioning what I done so wrong
to deserve a life of pain and mo where to belong
time to let go of this scouring lagging pain
its it's time to face my guilt and shame
theres nowhere to go or hide
but I have to escape this pain I have inside
where I go I'll never tell
I wont knowingling go to hell
© sheilagibson221