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B. Day
Tomorrow will be another year gone by, and nothing seems to get better. In reality I may grow in wisdom but I flail in despair and depression.
I don't have any control of anything that happens to me, the universe has chosen to torture me, it has stolen my fatherly love and has put a false love in its place.
I can't seem to get my life back together, it's fallen apart and then my very being is thrown into the side of a volcanic glass mountain only to be sure that I continue to be cut deep and forever.
I was and am a good person but all those qualities have been pushed into the shadow of time only to be forgotten.
I want to reach out and give my love to those who need it but I fear that I have lost the will to even love myself.
How can one find his true self when he has lost his way in life when his bright star was extinguished before she had even begun her journey of life.
I'm not asking for pity or for anything other than that the universe let me go into that unknown deep sleep.
I don't have any control of anything that happens to me, the universe has chosen to torture me, it has stolen my fatherly love and has put a false love in its place.
I can't seem to get my life back together, it's fallen apart and then my very being is thrown into the side of a volcanic glass mountain only to be sure that I continue to be cut deep and forever.
I was and am a good person but all those qualities have been pushed into the shadow of time only to be forgotten.
I want to reach out and give my love to those who need it but I fear that I have lost the will to even love myself.
How can one find his true self when he has lost his way in life when his bright star was extinguished before she had even begun her journey of life.
I'm not asking for pity or for anything other than that the universe let me go into that unknown deep sleep.
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