My heart wilted and dried up to the point it has nothing left to give but the ashes used to create me.

Tears can no longer purge from my eyes all that's left is desert sand where emotions once flowed.

Feelings of being forsaken, deserted, abandoned and confusion are crashing my mind like a meteor pounding the earths surface.

Once active and happy now motionless and numb. Life has a away of teaching us what we have yet to overcome.

Sleepless nights have become a friend of mine. I know it's my body's way of telling me I need to go. Yet I still have hope's and prayers for a better day that I feel deep down God has no chance of granting.

I sit, I wait in silence waiting for light to turn into darkness so I may begin the same cycle again tomorrow.