I ask God for forgiveness but really he should be the one asking never asked anybody when I needed help didn't know how,
ask for help instead I got the belt,
ask for help instead I looked for a way out,
asked for help instead I asked to for you to stop for what I had to do myself,
my whole life its always been me my whole life no one to protect me but a knife,
my whole life has been a struggle in strife,
forgive not or forgive me for not asking,
didn't ask for this life, didn't ask for assistance now it's resistance,
non-Godverment,
non-Government,
non-$ystematic,
not helpless,
not lifeless.