Am I really not good enough to be trusted ?
Is it really too late to clean the parts of me that's rusted ?
Is it really too late to go back and fix every part of me ?
Do you think I am more than just a broken silence that you see ?
Can I go back and fix my every mistake ?
Can I now bring realness to every smile I fake ?
Should I accept or should I forget my past that still haunts ?
Should I breakdown or should I be brave when I hear their taunts ?
Do you think I am a likeable person ?
Do you think I can be someone's favourite like a season ?
Should I swim away or should I return to the coast ?
Should I run and hide or should I face my past ghost ?
Do I continue to walk through Hell with a smile of pain ?
Or should I drown myself in Holiness to find peace I try to gain ?
Do you think me staying here ever mattered ?
I don't think I am anymore capable of walking on pecies of glass like trust of mine that's shattered,
Is this the price I pay for my Sins ?
If yes, then I'll continue in silence walking on needles and pins.
© Prajakta