I Done Been Through To Much Pain
Hella Nights Can't Rain
Many Tear's Cause I'm Scared To Be Alone
Now They Wonder Why I Changed
Wonder Why I Came
But It's Cool I Can Make It On My Own
People Say They Same Damn Thing Wanting Money Fuckin Up They Name
For A Dollar They Be Quick To Sell They Soul
But You Never Felt Real Pain Til Your Whole Life Change
Shit I'm Dealing With The World Will Never Know

Know I Got Alot Of Trust Issues
Know At Times It Probably Seems Like I Don't Fuck With You
There Was Shit That Made Me Mean
Is That Much For You
I Ain't Easy As It Seems
What's Enough For You
Are You Gonna Leave When You Don't Understand Me
Better Yet Is You Gonna Cheat Soon As We Start A Family
First Man To Let Me Down Sad To Say My Daddy
Can't Believe A Nigga Got Me If He Never Had Me
Probably Wish He Never Met Me
I'm Sorry If I Can't Play Nice
I Got Too Much Pride
Nigga's Left Me When They Told Me They Would Ride
Sorry If I Move Back Twice
I Gave To Much Life To These Bitches Who Was Never On My Side
Breaking My Relationship
Kill So Many People Around Me That Was Taking Shit
Use To Smoke To Keep Me Sane Now I'm Facing Shit
Learned That Life Ain't What It Is
It's What You Make Of It
Bitches Tryna Make It Viral
I Hope I Make It Rich
Alot Of Things But I Ain't Never Been A Basic Bitch
Praying Everybody For Me Who I Make It With
I'll Save Myself The Hassel Before I Save A Bitch
Use To Give Em All My All
When It's Gone They Gonna Play You Like You Never Had It
Use To Argue With Them All Cause They Didn't Understand Me
Getting Criticized By People That Ain't Never Had It
Tryna Take Em To The Top They Tried To Take Advantage
More Than Likely It's Just Me And All My Thoughts
They Don't Like Me Guess That Means For Them To Start
Had To Learn Again But It's Been Meaningful To Walk
I Don't Need A Middle Man Just For Me And You To Talk
Know I Probably Suck At Being A Boyfriend At Least I'm Trying Though
I Live By A Code Where It Ain't Cool To Know You Lying Hoe
I Live Where It's Cool To Take Some Shit Somebody Grind For
Careful How I Move Cause My Mistakes I Can Do Time For
I Forgave So Many People
Should Have Walked Away
Somehow It Made Me Evil Guess It Made Me Safe
Asking God To Help Me Heal But Will They Fade Away
Some Call Me Paranoid I Call It Playing Safe
Can I Really Love Somebody If I'm Nothing To Love
Am I Weird I Run To Manson Before I Run To Love
I'm In My 30's Could It Be In Just To Old For Love
My Heart And Brain Is Different Thinking I'm Just Done With Love
Giving Love I Barely Get Cause MotherFuckers Shady
Soon As I Get On That Shit Now I'm The One That's Crazy
Nobody Made Me If Anything Alot Of People Played Me
Been To Jail Been In The Cage And Neither One Contained Me
A Nigga Love Me I Get Scared And Push Him Far Away
Don't Let Him Throw Your Heart Away That's What My Heart Will Say
Even When I'm In They Face I Feel I'm Far Away
I Wanna Kill Em But I Gotta Play The Smarter Way
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