It was paining,
But..all I just did was smile,
It hurted from the deep depth of my chest,
But all I did was hug them tight when they came,
The pain was so much,
But, I could not let them see that deep side of me,
And when they were gone,
I'ld finally be happy,
And hug my pillow,
Coz I hate faking it,
Faking me,
But the question is,
What would they say,
What would be their preference of me,
I hid behind my smile,
The pain, the helplessness....
And atleast no one noticed,
And that's all I wanted,
No one to notice,

© @Rh