To my dear Yeshua,
Thank you for searching for me when I went MIA,
Words cannot explain how much you have done for me,
Searching, finding and tightly holding onto me,
I always thought nobody loves me,
I am all alone & meant to die eventually,
No purpose and wish to live I had,
Wanting to die is the thought in my mind I add,
Then somebody told me about a greater love,
Where someone already gave himself to us,
Surprised I was and thought it was fake,
Because in this world no one can do such things for others sake,
I went ahead and lived my life depressed,
And darkness is where I always survived,
Nothing could give me the peace I was searching for,
Tired I was & couldn't take it anymore,
I went to my house & in my room,
Locking my doors I sat with a gloom,
Remembering my memories I started to cry,
How many hours it went when my tears became dry,
Looking at the fan I lost all my hope,
Ready I was to...