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My dear Yeshua ❤
To my dear Yeshua,
Thank you for searching for me when I went MIA,
Words cannot explain how much you have done for me,
Searching, finding and tightly holding onto me,
I always thought nobody loves me,
I am all alone & meant to die eventually,
No purpose and wish to live I had,
Wanting to die is the thought in my mind I add,
Then somebody told me about a greater love,
Where someone already gave himself to us,
Surprised I was and thought it was fake,
Because in this world no one can do such things for others sake,
I went ahead and lived my life depressed,
And darkness is where I always survived,
Nothing could give me the peace I was searching for,
Tired I was & couldn't take it anymore,
I went to my house & in my room,
Locking my doors I sat with a gloom,
Remembering my memories I started to cry,
How many hours it went when my tears became dry,
Looking at the fan I lost all my hope,
Ready I was to end this life with a rope,
As I was about to kill myself,
I could hear a voice within myself,
"My child, my child don't do this to me,
For you are breaking not yourself but a piece of me,
I know it hurts, I know your pain,
I have seen your tears that is flowing again & again,
You are not alone, you never were,
I have been with you forever & always here,
You thought no one loves u, no one sees you,
But I gave my life on the cross only for you,
I have been holding you till this day,
I have been carrying you before you even started to play,
I love you so much that I gave myself up for you,
So don't do this to me my child, because I want to stay with you."
Hearing those words I started to cry,
After so many years I wept like a little child,
I started to pray & like that many hours it went,
I forgot to count the hours I spent,
For the first time in my life I felt the peace,
The love that I was searching for, I found & it made me complete,
I have never been so happy like this before,
Atlast I could say I have reached my shore,
Now I tell to everyone about this love,
Where someone died for the sake of their life,
Some believe and some ignore,
But I just pray that they might also find their shore.
"FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOEVER BELIEVES IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH BUT HAVE ETERNAL LIFE." - JOHN 3:16
© Akira Gem
Thank you for searching for me when I went MIA,
Words cannot explain how much you have done for me,
Searching, finding and tightly holding onto me,
I always thought nobody loves me,
I am all alone & meant to die eventually,
No purpose and wish to live I had,
Wanting to die is the thought in my mind I add,
Then somebody told me about a greater love,
Where someone already gave himself to us,
Surprised I was and thought it was fake,
Because in this world no one can do such things for others sake,
I went ahead and lived my life depressed,
And darkness is where I always survived,
Nothing could give me the peace I was searching for,
Tired I was & couldn't take it anymore,
I went to my house & in my room,
Locking my doors I sat with a gloom,
Remembering my memories I started to cry,
How many hours it went when my tears became dry,
Looking at the fan I lost all my hope,
Ready I was to end this life with a rope,
As I was about to kill myself,
I could hear a voice within myself,
"My child, my child don't do this to me,
For you are breaking not yourself but a piece of me,
I know it hurts, I know your pain,
I have seen your tears that is flowing again & again,
You are not alone, you never were,
I have been with you forever & always here,
You thought no one loves u, no one sees you,
But I gave my life on the cross only for you,
I have been holding you till this day,
I have been carrying you before you even started to play,
I love you so much that I gave myself up for you,
So don't do this to me my child, because I want to stay with you."
Hearing those words I started to cry,
After so many years I wept like a little child,
I started to pray & like that many hours it went,
I forgot to count the hours I spent,
For the first time in my life I felt the peace,
The love that I was searching for, I found & it made me complete,
I have never been so happy like this before,
Atlast I could say I have reached my shore,
Now I tell to everyone about this love,
Where someone died for the sake of their life,
Some believe and some ignore,
But I just pray that they might also find their shore.
"FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOEVER BELIEVES IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH BUT HAVE ETERNAL LIFE." - JOHN 3:16
© Akira Gem
